PLEASE

i've come to a moment where i couldn't stand without anyone holding , where i smile and my heart feels a huge pain , where i laugh and i hope it will last forever . please do not remind me of my past . i really do not like it and will never like it . i will beg you to stop reminding if you want to . i want to move on . i really want to move on , from my painful past . but , why do you always have to be the red light ? the one that sparks when i'm about to take a step forward ?